Day 10 - The Boy Who Wouldn't Quit

June 20, 2013   Day 10.

I know. It's been a week since I've posted. Not like anyone is reading these, right?

Anyway. So there was this guy. We met online, which, yes, I know is stupid and whatever but we really hit it off. We hung out a few times and we started dating. He was so sweet and kind but he would sometimes pressure me to do things that I didn't want to do. Flash forward to March (we started dating in November) and I broke up with him because he wouldn't come to see me, it was always me who would go down to see him. We live 2 hours away from each other. He kept saying he was working on it and whatever and I was just done. So we broke up, but we kept talking. And basically nothing changed. It was like we were dating but without the title. I wasn't happy, so a few weeks ago I told him that I wanted to stop talking to him. I was done with it. So we stopped talking and then not even two days later he texts me saying "I can't fucking do this I love you too much" yada yada yada. And, knowing me with no freaking will power, we start talking again. I just can't be straight forward with this guy so I guess its like I'm leading him on but I just can't do anything else I have no idea.

Then, yesterday I was hanging out with some friends and I told them everything about him. One of my friends suggested that I tell him that I hooked up with her and now I was a lesbian. So, stupid me, I did. And he got all upset and I thought it was over but no. He. Still. Won't. Quit. He told me he was getting an apartment where I'm going to school and wants me to move in. He texted me last night:

                             "I'm gonna stay single til I get a chance to get you back. And I'm gonna
                              go up there. And i don't care if I'm alone cause I'd rather be in an empty
                             apartment than with anyone else. And I'm gonna pray you show up to
                              take me back one day. Even if it takes 1 day 1 month or a year. I'm gonna
                             cause I'm in love with you and I only wanna spend my life with you. I'm just
                             gonna be sitting there waiting for the day you walk through that door. and I'm
                            gonna have tears run down my face and never let you go."

So. Now what? That sounds sweet and all but honestly he just won't quit. and I know I'm a terrible person and whatever but I just don't know what to do anymore. He doesn't get it.
Any suggestions?

-Anonymous Girl